Ok, so when I was little I used to have these...i don't even know. It almost is....err let me explain. I'll be doing...whatever, and suddenly I can't really control myself. It fells like I've gone completely insane. I start hitting things. I start flailing around. I can barely even think. You guys have no idea how fucking scared I get when it happens. I end up hurting myself. I kick, throw, punch, hit and stuff like that. I've bitten myself before, hit myself, kicked myself. Sometimes to hurt myself and sometimes just to snap out of it. It feels as thought he only thing in my mind is fear. Do you guys know how that feels? The only thing you